Well I getting started to university. It's on Arecibo, Pr its a nice town nearly have a nice coast, a skateboard place,a Car cinemas, two nice shopping mall, Marshall's, a house of my mom and I have with the key, a special person that I knew there, good surfers, not are pessimist persons all who live there wanted a quite life.

I saw it like peaceful.

What can I say... I'm on accept university time. The university I requested is on a strike. I delivered a portfolio and now I can't search because the strike enable the entrance. I miis all my friends

Congrats to all people who go to Metallica Concert I hope go to Guns N Roses and DaVinci expo and Synergy Western Fest and Comic Con. If everyone goto this this previos activities please tell meeee.

It's so confusing stare there. I have the feeling to get rebel this semester just because its the final and the qualifications was sent to the university so don't count. But I was getting good qualifications  just because I don't pass with the people that go to school just for fun. I pass the time with the rockers but I don't want. Last time I pass with them they are playing with electronics and the others person was in car going to some good place. I'm so confused I want to do something good not just go to play with electronics. I want sail out with all crazy people drink, party, annoy.

Nueva idea:

Mañana estare haciendo un "collage" sobre todos mis trabajos subidos en DA.
Obviamente todos los del 2009 y explicare cada detalle de cada uno con su historia.
Estoy bien memorable.

New Idea:

Tomorrow I will doing a collage of all my works here on DA.
Obvious all of 2009 and I will explain details of ech one.
In Memorable Mood

In dec 31 i will do a collage of all my faves because one of each other have memories a history

This Christmas will be so stupid boring... No friends, no paint, no money, no car...

WELL here I am in the computer with the red irritate eyes, thinking and thinking. Why my life is this? Why I'm so sad? I hate philosophy but its always in my mind. The fucking questions I do some thoughts to search the meaning of what its happening this things. Well Metallica comes to my island. The case is that when I have 15 this band makes me think that problems are there and kick her ass. I remember my old friend that also its in the university and never call me to says me how its going. He's name is Jose Juan I met him in the school with the group of rockers. He made me happy always talking about goals and my life. I don't know why he do it. Sometimes I think he do it to made me illusions. And now he is not here. And I don't know anyone to for stay with him. The past year him comes sometimes to the school to see his old teachers that are my teachers. Specially the teacher of art. I remember the days that I came out of school and I stay in the school anyway just because he comes. And we stay in the classroom talking about art, philosophy, goals, he's life in the university. I never in the life go in a car of a friend. And he get me in the fucking car listening Metallica in all volume seeing hes face, seeing his eyes. So... now I'm in the senior year with others teachers and siting were he sit long time ago. Seeing hes mark's of graff I know he style of graff so I know what is their graff. This things made me so sad, but I say "they are things of the fucking life". Now he is in the university seeing other cutes girl's and forgetting me. And I no going to see Metallica anymore. I'm trying to search the other positive side of this... Don't found it... My brother go with her friend and I not. My friend that he comes in the nights to my house and we kiss and talk. He go too to the fucking concert. And I here... I asked my mother for the money and he disagree. Then my mother in the mall ask me if I want something. She don't know I only want paint stuff, and spend time with friends. And that's makes me think my mother don't knows me well. Sometimes I say go for your goals and forget about friends and life but still there.

yeap, now its download all that things I have note to download (a lots of albums) and Bright Star movie and graff and photos.

The boys make me eat to much. I have been eaten all. I hate mens but I can't live with out one. And when some one is ignoring me I use to eat more and be stress. Tomorrow not be like that I going to be a goood girl. But I feel very bad.

Yesterday was the party, the first party  in fourth year, I get dressed at all, my mother let me go when I get home and left me alone with my little brothers. That mean I never went because my brothers can't be alone.  I had a desire to fuck, turned on the television and put my music, I started to take pictures because I was dressed but I remove the shirt, techno and rock music blaring. Learned to use makeup and hairstyling. Today I want to fuck yet. Check the phone and no calls of Ebsel. I made the mistake of calling back and not took. I have courage above. It may be that he's working and also that his mother will not  want to he see me. I'm letting him do whatever he wants. I was watching the music video of Back Eyed Peas and I would do all that. Drunk to fuck. Was raining I remember I have seventeen (I'm old) and I never kissed a guy under rain. The next hang out in my school I go, in this I can't go but the next one I have to go. I hurry up with the review of college I wanna get accepted in Rio Piedras Architecture. I luv that university its awesome, and it's not because my friend Jose Juan its there. For a moment passed in my mind kissing there in that university. I had a feeling of he but I don't know if is love or friendship... I don't know what he thinks of me  that's so horrible. My ""friends"" I don't have... that girls what I pass my days always talking shit and of boys I hate all of that I want people like deviants I supouse in my fucking school nobody have a account here because only likes reggaeton, cloths, eating shit and talk of defects of others. Thats Bullshit!

26/jun/09 the day was with a very interesting group of 15 to 17 years taking a camp, we do not know who decided to study and are all smart and cool. The passing of the most well and put us to draw, similar to the role and the paper fly to a generator xd lol was good but I was alone in Starbucks and Cold Stone and then we sat on the floor to watch the passing cars do not pull photos that was half photos shy but if we shoot photos sent to public spaces

Hi, my name is Maxaira people call me Maxi I have 16 years old I'm from Puerto Rico and I love art, music, and the imagination. I don't speak much english but I try. My mind its very crazy I think much when I'm in silence end then I'm in other world. It's very difficult for me to socialice with the people all the time I am alone. All my life I stay with my family my mother dont like parties, don't like go out that mean that Im all days in my house very bored but then I think people in other places are people more bored. And thats my freaking bored life!

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Bullet With Your Name -Scars Of Life [eeeeh Its true!!]

2. How would you describe yourself?
I'm So Sick - Flyleaf  [I never say this part of me]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Prophecy-Soulfly
[... the personality]

4. How do you feel today?
Lonely- Akon
[ OMG this work!]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Stay Together For The Kids - Blink 182
[mmm I don't have kids but my purpose ] is take a good work]

6. What is your motto?
Your Star - Evanescence
[wow. XD]

7. What do your friends think of you?
First Date- Blink 182
[ok... this is so cool]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Livin' It Up - Limp Bizkit
[I put this song when have courage]

9. What do you think about very often?
Ciega, Sorda, Muda - Shakira
[When I feeling useless]

10. What is 2 + 2?
Rolllin' (Urban Assault Vehicle)- Limp Bizkit

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Who Knew - Pink
[I love stay with friends]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Conspirancy-Paramore
[This really really work I think this of the person I like because is a person over me]

13. What is your life story?
Here We Go Again - Paramore
[I love Paramore because it's just like me]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Another Girl Another Planet- Blink 182
[In Other world]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
From Yesterday - 30 Second To Mars [I love this song and the person too]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
En su Nota - Don Omar [ make me move]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
You Sweet Six Six - Him & Her

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Lithium- Evanescence

19. What is your biggest fear?
Por la Noche - Mala Rodriguez

20. What is your biggest secret?
Decoy - Paramore

21. What do you think of your friends?
My Generation- Limp Bizkit